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When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 4:27 AM
hm havent been posting for quite some time.well, cuz im lazy haha but many things have been happening and i think i need to post.i hate the feeling of bottling things up esp when you encounter both pleasant and well things that makes you perplexed..then you get all confused about ur emotions cuz its like you dno whether ure happy or not.
i hate my fickle-mindedness and i hate hate hate hate my lack of confidence.these two irritating personalities had caused and still causing so much trouble to myself and of cuz ppl around me..
Sometimes when i confide into someone, i felt bad cuz like im dragging an innocent soul into my insurmountable problems. hm, but im really happy to have wonderful friends(: always there when i need them. so i should just stop escaping from my problems, FACE THEM, SOLVE THEM! you can do it (:
ahhh i just realised, if at that time i was clear about how i feet and tell them directly.then maybe i wont get into such a problematic situation.sigh stupid me!ahhh DUMBDUMBB :O
i dnt understand... those ppl, they dno me well enough.obviously, there are more capable ppl out there.i shouldnt waste this space, maybe someone out there really hope to have it but selfish me.. still in a dilemma holding on to it.aiya how how! gosh...seeee my fickle-mindness is killing me :( kay nvm.honestly, i didnt want to join becuz im trying to run away from all the stress that i have to face in the future, that is if im in it. but come to think of it.if i have more courage and confidence and be more open to those ppl. i think i can do it.hmm ahh ohh noooo another me is telling to reject it cuz im incompetent (quite true, otherwise i wont be having dilemmas) ahhaha THIS IS KILLING MEEEE >:'O gee, i should just change topic alrdy.
OMGGG I MADE A GREAT DISCOVERY! SPECIAL A IS A SUPER DUPER WOPER NICE MANGA! hhaaha tho its drawing isnt v nice at first.well, practice makes perfect.i think the author is getting btr at drawing it (: awwwww i just love this kind of manga! and shounen's(: OHOHOHO AND i did well for my bio!HURRAY! hahaha finally some beaming hope for my ppr to be not-so-bad (: cuz previously i got C lol sad huh. but its alright! my effort is paid off (: studied hard for this test, i think (: <3biology
HOHOHO! holidays are coming tho its gna be short.but its alright! quality is so much more impt than quantity right ? hahaha
lol im temperamental :/
hm, nakama dnt hide things from each other right? i hope mine doesnt.unless shes facing some difficulties in expressing it to us.
